June 02, 2008

let me give you a tap dance okay

there's a lot of beautiful happenings and lotsa times we forget this...maybe it's because you have to be wearing certain goggles or maybe you just have to be a poet...but i think we just have to look around us and be here...we just have to take lonely walks around the forest and look.

today i saw two very beautiful things and it was the type that was too much...the type that makes you cry because your happy to know that its still around...lingering...but for real. people do this all the time...they go to weddings to remind themselves or for some, convince themselves that there is really some sort of authentic love out there and it's good to have this belief even for an instant, the belief that selflessness is real.

i was going for a walk down the street and there was this haggard and emaciated dog just being really lazy, being a big fat rug on the sidewalk, thinking about who the fuck knows. then another dog was walking toward it and he was sporty, just such a buddy. he dropped this toy urchin, the kind that squeaks when you squish it, purposely in front of old sleepy face and looked at him for like 5 seconds. then he just walked back to where he came from. what a cool guy.

then i went into my back yard and i got addicted to watching these ants being busy little lemmings and i guess one had died or lost in a brawl because he was on his back. this other ant checked the fucked up one out and picked him up, then carried him back into town. that was fucking boss because i bet he totally disobeyed orders and is gonna get his nuts ripped out but he did it anyway and that is very sweet.

i don't know. i wonder if blind people can dream.

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